3am

So here it is 3:30 in the morning and my baby won't stop crying. As if my days aren't long enough with two kids, why don't we take on a couple more hours in the night. And by a couple I mean four because even if it is two hours, which is enough torcher, it FEELS like four because my baby is crying the whole time. Milk just won't do at these times. Singing, rocking, shhing, walking, bouncing, swaying, watching TV, none of these things will do at this time. What am I supposed to do? I'm tired, I'm thinking bad things. I just want to freak out. But then I remember that I love my baby so much. She's cute. And someday when she goes on her first day, I'll use that time as payback. "Remember that night you cried for hours and wouldn't be consoled?" Geez, this isn't enough funny. Far from my best material. Maybe I'll rewrite it tomorrow night at 3am.